soulbox

who are you

animated pixel art of a human heart

Hey, I'm Jay (or any other name that I decide to add to my list of names). I've been drawing since I was a kid and have been online for probably just as long. I fiddled with code through old Neopets premade themes and Tumblr themes.

I'm a med student who works part-time but I'm not sure how far I'm going to go with my medical career just yet. I'm very passionate about the things I enjoy, sometimes referring to such things as my "home".

It's genuinely difficult to describe who I am. I'm usually quiet, shy, and kept to myself unless I feel like triggering my social anxiety for the day. I can be very blunt or direct about things. I can also be a goofball and I like joking around sometimes. Half the time, I don't know how to do "life".

I'm diagnosed with DID and autism. As a system, we are The Cage and we live as many. Everybody can and will influence what I do. If my attitude or tone suddenly changes or seems weird to you, then this is probably why. Though, I try to be aware of ourselves as much as possible.

Part of mentioning all of this is because this website serves as a place for us to express ourselves. Headmates will also make website changes from time to time- usually without my knowledge.

pixel art of a rib cage in the shape of a heart

It wasn't until Neocities when we started making something of our own. We were curious and wanted to see if we could actually make a website and it turns out we can! Sorta. From that point on, this webspace has expanded into something more personal... for better or for worse.

Feel free to drop us a line but we might be slow with responses.

Interests:
> JRPGs, Rhythm, Shmups.
> Psychological, Horror.
> Philosophy, Religion.
> Collecting, Archiving.
> Art, Design, Coding.
> Biology, Medical.
> Learning misc things.

Music Genres:
> Breakcore, Jungle.
> Speedcore, Hardstyle.
> Jazz Fusion.
> Underground Rap.
> Video Game OSTs.
> Psytrance (but picky).
> J-Rock, J-Metal.

Click the button above to read a random fact about us.

character artwork of kaneki ken from series tokyo ghoul
name jayden "jay"
age 28 (2/22)
prns any pronouns
orient. gay ⚢ (?)
align chaotic neu.
beliefs spiritual
mood The current mood of soulbox at www.imood.com
What Neon Genesis Evangelion Character Are You?

LINKED ! Kaneki Ken
aromatic // ashes, smoke

pixel art of tarot card wheel of fortune pixel art of tarot card death pixel art of tarot card the moon
video game character picture: amanozako from smtv

Credits

Fonts

> Header "soulbox" - Roadam
> Subheader 1 (h1) - Histeriss
> Main Body - PC98
> "JOURNAL" (journal page) - Marker Pens

Images

> Tokyo Ghoul (c) Ishida Sui
> Drakengard, NieR (c) Square Enix / Yoko Taro
> Pixel Art - Various. You can click image for credit url.
> Website Buttons - Various.
> Website Blinkes - various.
> DeviantArt Stamps - Various.
> White Grid Background - ...
> Abstract Background (header, "void space) - random search.
> Dark Grunge Backgrounds - random search

Coding

> Cursor - Cursors 4 U
> Calendar - figgypudding
> Live moon phases - iCalendar Moon
> Random Facts (about page) - yoinked