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🟆 Return // Aug. 3, 2025

Hm... I decided to go back to my journal page instead of bearblog. Like usual, I have a hard time figuring out how to organize my thoughts. I would like to have my own tagging system but one of the reasons for bringing this page was is because of the tab months-thing that I have. I like it lol.

And I had a schedule with this thing. For bearblog, I wanted to be open again - a post whenever I feel like it. Personal posts and other stuff. But then things felt chaotic again. It's a habit to have this journal page, like something ingrained in my muscle memory. I think about this journal, I think about my posting schedule which was one entry per week. I'm going to make adjustments to this page but it's fine for now, I guess.

Took a closer look at the main, about, and outgoing pages and it looks like some of the box shadows are cut-off at certain edges... I'm guessing the edge of the flexbox? I didn't even know that can happen, what a bizarre fucking thing to occur lol. Maybe there's another reason for the issue, like conflicting code. I guess I'll have to fix that too.

There's not much else to talk about life-wise. What is there to say except what I've already said before. I have some health problems. I'll talk about that once treatment starts. Other than the stuff I mentioned on my bearblog, it's pretty much the same shit more or less. Feeling like crap. I'll be repeating the same miserable words over and over. I don't mind venting sometimes but at this point, it's like I'd rather talk about something else.

I picked up another Atlus game, Catherine Full Body. It's really good! I started on easy mode because I heard the puzzles were difficult and I'm not a puzzle person. However, I breezed through one of the endings like it was nothing lol. I'm going to challenge myself next time. There are so many endings in Full Body, oh my god. I will not be getting all of them but I did read ahead. According to the fandom wiki, there's one ending that's viewed as possibly "the best" ending for the protagonist, Vincent. Idk if it's spoilers at this point but I love it.

The game is made to look like "one of those" but it's way more than that, trust me. That seems to be the point of it's presentation. I'm bad at explaining things but if you're curious, look it up. I love every character in that game, even the NPCs. Score one for LGBT characters too.

I finished one of SMTV's endings, reloaded my save prior, and working towards beating the superbosses. Hard to believe that game is already over a year old. Man... what happened to the time? Don't ask me because I don't remember. I know I was in class and working. I'm slow with video games these days. I just don't play these things like I used to and my tastes in games shrunk. I used to play "triple A" games, like Call of Duty, Gears of War, Assasin's Creed, and some others. It's a little bit hard to beleive. Maybe I'll talk about my video game history some other time.

Back to SMTV... I just defeated Shiva so now I'm preparing for the Demi-Fiend fight. Then comes the Satan fight and after that, the game's secret boss. I'm so excited, I can't wait to get Mr. Nocturne on my team. I found an item while dicking around in the game which actually belongs to the secret boss? I'm not entirely sure how it works, though. I know fans have mixed opinions about it but I love the game, it makes me happy. It's neuron activation. Note to self: I gotta stop lurking in fandom spaces lol.

I guess I have some kind of strict mode activated for Firefox and I can't look at Twitter at all. What a loss, I know. I only have an account just so that I can keep up with the artists behind my favorite series. I went searching for a twitter alternative and I found Nitter. Don't have to sign-in. Wish I found this sooner.

I want to make separate themes for my website - a NieR theme, an SMT theme, a Tokyo Ghoul theme, and maybe two other themes. Then I realized that what I want to do is a little bit complex. I was thinking about theme switching guides on Neocities but it's not switching colors. It's also switching images. I'm not sure if there's a guide for that on Neocities but I'll have to do my research anyways. Hopefully, my website is simple enough to where I won't run into a lot of problems but we'll see if I can pull it off. The pages that will be affected are: index, main, about, journal, and outgoing. Everything else will have it's own "theme" so I don't have to worry about those.

One more thing... my PS4 is dying. Poor thing. Sounds like a fan issue - not that I would know a damn thing about technology. It makes his horrible noise after a while. I assume it's the fan since it can still run games (for now) and when shutting down, that seemed to be one of the last noises I heard.That'll be all for now. I'll annoy myself if I keep talking.

Mood: Eh.
Listening: Vinesauce.
Watching: Vinesauce.
Reading: Was reading "Stiff" by Mary Roach. I should get back to reading.
Eating: Had eggs, toast, sausage, and fruit juice.

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